इस संसार में हम अकेले ही आये हैं, अकेले ही जाएंगे। खाली हाथ आये थे और खाली हाथ जायेंगे।

And when the day passed by without having a talk with the one, I released what a parasite I am. Each day each hour each moment i am used to sharing with you. The mere feeling of distance kills me. But when in back of my mind i thought of it, I questioned myself ("WHY")

Why we get used to some person like this ?? 

Why it is that we can't imagine our lives without some people ?

Why the feeling of distance fears us ?? 

What is that feeling of insecurity ???  

 Are we humans so dependent ?? 

And now as on today when I thought 10 years away from home will make me independent and self-reliable.

I forgot that phases of life bring different people in different form of dependencies.

First mom then dad then brother, and later on friends.

And after a time, might be my partner and at some point of time it will be our children. 

There is a phrase ("Akele aaye hai, akele jaenge")but do we still have to know the hypocrisy of this line. 

Yes we come alone and die alone but between that path of time a human is the most dependent living creature of all.

The dependency is not a shame but a expression of love. It is an  outrage that 'I am so in love with you that cant imagine my life without you beside,meddling and doing all the possible things that piss me off.

Its love and there is nothing to be ashamed of.

And a day away from 'the one I am dependent on' taught me this which took 29 yrs for me to figure out...