In another conversation with myself


Do I love this guy? I ask myself the question,
My inner voice says you love him more than you love yourself.He is the one I’ll give all my last bites too and pretend I don’t mind..even when I hate doing it.
He is the one I would wait for, even though I’ve already given up on waiting for people in life coz I know he will come for sure even if late.He is the one I would forgive even when he doesn’t say sorry!!
He is the one I’ll grant permission to take me for granted, coz I know, what I mean to him.
He is the one who doesn’t always show emotions and I’m gonna be fine with it, even though I like people around me to be expressive of how they feel for me.
He is the one whom I want as a CONSTANT in my life!!
I have found a friend in him, a friend I want to keep forever.
I choose to see the good in him over the bad.
I know he has a beautiful heart, full of love even if he pretends otherwise sometimes.
When I think of future, I see him standing beside me and more than that I want to be the person who is standing beside him, in his future.He is the only one for whom my cold heart has melted itself.

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