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She sucks at telling how she feels. and on most days, she will just look at you blankly and not say a word. your phone calls will have uncomfortable silences in between. both of you won’t say a word. then there will be days when she won’t shut up. the two of you will laugh and keep talking until it’s 6 am.

but if you know her, you know that she would be breaking inside and you won’t know. She’d be sad and still she’d laugh at your jokes. She’d be falling apart and still she will hug you tight. She will be tired, and yet she’d walk all the way to your place. She will stay awake just to watch you fall asleep.

but if you know her, you know how little things hurt her. and on those days, she will cry. She will weep. She will hold you tight as if you’re the last ray of sunshine before an eclipse. and on those days, let her rest her head on your lap and hum her favorite song. on those days, whisper that you love her when she’d be falling asleep. on those days, just hug her tight till she’d stop crying.

it is never easy with her. She isn’t easy to love. you aren’t easy to love either. the two of you aren’t perfect. what is perfect anyway? so when the days are difficult and her eyes are teary,. hold her hand. look into her eyes and tell her how much you love her. and if things go south someday, send her a handwritten letter. She will come back to you.

Just know that she loves you. more than you know.